Better Day Thursday

Well today is another day and I'm feeling a little better got some of the sparkle back still not 100% But I went to the Mall for the first time in months and got some new pants. I wore my little knitted hat, and thought to myself so what. If someone says something then Ill got back with a one line....


Having this whole Breast Cancer thing changes everything that you have been doing. I sat there thinking, I've not brought a fitness magazine since I found out, I'm not running my life around a diet and working out. I'm just existing not planning just going from Monday to Monday waiting for the last chemo and then on to the Radiation. Ive not even watched Biggest Looser this season, which I've always done doesn't seem important anymore. 


I know I will get through this and hope by next Christmas we will look back and raise a glass and say we did it we made it so whats next.


I wish there was away to help other people get through this whole Breast Cancer thing, some people run races and do bake sales. Which is great raising money but what about when someone is told they have Breast Cancer that feeling of despair and hopefulness all mixed in together. It's never going to be easy telling someone news like. If I was clever I would write a book explaining how I felt how I know they will get through it and not to worry and try and get the point across your not the only one and not all Breast Cancers are the same. Just because someones friend had it or an auntie everyone is different and treatment is different and peoples bodies react in so many different ways. Being strong and positive is got to be the best way to go about it and not putting your head down, lift it up stand proud and walk the walk.