So Much Information

What information do you trust...The Doctor gives you as much information as he can give and he sits there hoping that you are taking it all in. We just sit there and wonder is this really happening. He carries on talking and we sit and keep listening hoping hes wrong but of course with all the tests I've had he sure is.
Then you speak to people who have a family member who's had some form of cancer and you sit and listen because you don't want to be rude. Then you find out telling someone in confidence really isn't and you get a call from someone who has had Breast Cancer and wants to share with you and console you, this is someone that isn't a friend, you have never socialized with them and quiet frankly never would so I would discus this with you because? I make my excuses and say I am busy and that I promise to call them tomorrow and of course I never do.
This is the whole reason that I didn't tell anyone, I don't want to hear doom and gloom stories or any negatives or how I should feel and how I shouldn't. I will feel how I want to feel and will do what I want to and cope with it how I want to.
I was looking on the internet and found that you can buy false Eyebrows made out of real hair now that might be cool the advert says with proper care they can last 4 months...But what happens if your out and the glue gives up and your eyebrow starts to come unstuck how would you cope with that it would be like having a boggy hanging out of your nose and no one telling you...
Now the other thing is the make-up. I know that some people cannot get out of bed in the morning without putting make-up but I'm the one person who doesn't I have on occasion, like my wedding and the odd business meeting but every day nah don't have time there are way to many things happening to waste time doing that. So why would I bother just because I've got bald head no eyebrows or lashes would I dress it up.
I don't think I could wear a wig, I mean I live in Florida it would be all itchy and the heat nope not an option. Think I'm going for sexy hates and scarves that will defo work for me and you never know it might grow back lush and sexy.
Monday is the mugga scan so Ill do another post then and let you know how it went.