Well what can I say! This is my second week and I was feeling OK. As the week as gone on and I'm not sure if its the radiation but my body hurts. Even if someone touches my skin it hurts just to touch. Now this could be the cancer treatment, who knows. On the whole I am OK just tied of this having control of me and my life and my families life. November seems a long way off but least there is a shining light.
The lady at the radiation is lovely, always smiling and happy. Out of all the people I've met through this she is a star, makes my 10 mins of fame a day go smoothly.
I am still working and trying my best, sometimes its hard to type but we get through it and try the best we can.
I'm still bowling each Thursday sometimes its hard but its good to go and just be me, what does get on my "tits" is people keep asking me (are you OK. how you doing, how is it going) it just makes what to say can you just let bowl and forget that I have no hair and my tit is killing me. I know they mean well but this is just what I didn't want and that is the reason I never told anyone, if I had not lost my hair no one would have guessed. As people keep telling me you don't look like you have cancer! Well how you supposed to look...I have two kids I cannot afford to look like I've one foot in the grave. I'm not going anywhere so just leave me to do my thing and struggle on and come out the other side stronger then before, because I will be and I think I will have a different out look.
Being English living in the USA, the amount of people who say don't you miss England. Now let me think! Cold and grey skies, screaming and shouting neighbours. Everyone just nasty and mean. Living here in Florida I am lucky and I love it. Was always my dream and just living where we do makes coming home a joy. See the beach and the sea just makes it all worth while.
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